Memories

Mousy and Lissencephaly

Do you know that smell of dirty diaper or the smell that the baby have after he burps? Or that anoing sound he makes when we dont do what he wants? And that beautiful smiles he makes when he feel us around or we kiss him? Or the "i want to go to your lap" cry? How can we preserve that, like a photo or a video? How can we save the smells and the sensations that only we know our childes gave to us? How can we live the rest of our lives without trying this again after they gain their wings? How will we survive to their departure? I know for sure that i'll miss every single smelly diaper, every single cry, every single night without sleep...i already do. I know sometimes i say that i'm going crazy and that i'm tired of all this, but they are things in that moment and that pass right away..._Mousy smiles and all goes away. I love him so much...cant imagine what life will be without him.

Christmas and gastroenteritis

Mousy and Lissencephaly


Mousy is doing fine during the day, but the nights are very hard. The IS dont let him sleep, so sometimes we need to use the SOS meds.
But, beside that, Mousy is fine. He recieved many gifts in Christmas, 2 soft blankets, a music box that project stars in the ceiling, among others. And from the day care, Mousy brought a portrait that has a very cute photo.
Now we are with a gastroenteritis...first me, then dad...hope it doesnt strike Mousy.

Mousy is at the hospital

Bad dreams

Mousy and Lissencephaly

Last night i had a very strange dream. I dream that i was walking with Mousy and stopped to do something. I toke my eyes off him 10 seconds and he desaperes and then, boom, the cenary change. I was near water but still looking for him. Then i jump into the water and he was drowning. I saved him.
I think that i'm dreaming this things because a "little friend" of our lissencephaly group died recently and i'm working more outside our house. I sincerely think that i'm the only person that knows how to take care of him (i know that this is very neurotic) and am afraid that something happens if i'm not with him...maybe is because of this that i'm having this strange dream.

Mousy and Lissencephaly---finally

So, another problem resolved...finally!!!
Mousy has been fa-bu-lous! Only smiles and coo and more smiles. Those kind of smiles that are totally selfless, warm, loving, naive. This is the best present and reward i can have from overcome this obstacle.

Another fab week

Mousy and lissencephaly


This week was very stressful. We are reaching a new phase and dont have many free time.
Mousy was fine all the week. He was only smiles and coo. Today Mousy had a "play date" and dont sleep at home...Mousy has a very intense social life!!!!

Mousy and Lissencephaly----Good Day

Mousy living with Lissencephaly


Mousy is doing just fine. He is all coo and smiles!!!! He is eating well.
Tonight i was playing with him and he smile a lot to me...he never smiles to me, only to his daddy.